MS sucks, so does depression

This has been a really rough week for me.

I’ve just been really afraid. I was scared because I’m presently under disability review and I hadn’t heard anything tour the last three weeks. That was really terrifying. I’ve been calling my social security disability reviewer and not getting anywhere. He even reached out to my Congresswoman, the Honorable Maxine Waters. Well, turns out I didn’t need her office’s help.

Social security has found that my disability is continuing for which I am grateful. That is a really terrifying ordeal to go through. I understand that review happens to everyone who undergoes be Social Security process. But, when you have people that are battling depression, you should make a point to return their phone calls.

I have Great Hopes that I will overcome not only depression but multiple sclerosis.

I haven’t really been out of my house at all in the last week and a half. Not even to go to the backyard and enjoy the sunshine. But I found a new Terry Wahls clinical trial. That coincides with her dietary protocol.

In this clinical trial she has people walking for 6 minutes at a time. If they have to stop that’s okay, she’s just testing how far they can get and how fast it takes them to get there. I think I will do that for myself. I don’t enjoy being sedentary. And it’s difficult being diagnosed with multiple sclerosis and also working to burn fat. I guess it’s not really working too if I’m just sitting on my couch all day every day. I have been afraid to move comma because my legs hurt and don’t stand up very long. I bought a 2 year 24 Hour Fitness membership from Costco that I have yet to actually activate. I’m going to a friend’s wedding in Chicago next weekend and I am afraid. I have a bunch of what-ifs in my head, what if I can’t walk very well, what if I fall, but then I have to think what if I don’t. What if I don’t fall. What if I successfully make it through her wedding without my legs failing me.

I have so much in my head right now and I will share it later. I wish you all a beautiful day or night or morning or evening. Thank you for reading

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